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Submitted by bpr on February 6 2002 21:51:46
| Hi I am Brian. I am a 20 yo boylover. I found out that I was attracted to boy when I was only about 9 yo. I have had several boyfriends in my life as well as girlfriends. I am attacted to women my age, but I have more of a sexual attraction towards young boys around the ages of 6-10. I have a young friend now that I am more than close to. I love just being with him. I am a born again southern Baptist, and I believe the the Bible is the truth, and Jesus is our Lord and Savior. I just find that no matter how hard I pray to God, my feelings for boys don't change. I had a normal childhood, and was very popular in school, and have dated many women, and I am even Married now for 15 months now. I love my wife very very much, but my sexual attraction to her young cousin is so strong that it test my faith sometimes. I find myself getting TOO close to him sometimes. He is growing up, and he is very curious about his body, and I sometimes take advantage of the oppertunity. I know that it is wrong. Isn't it? I tried to search the Bible for answers on why I am a boylover, but I couldn't find anything. Does anyone know why I have this attraction for boys? And is there anything I can do to change it? Not that I really want to change it. I love little boys, and that is that! Now, what can I do to keep down temptation? |
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