Thanks FOD, for writing. I appreciate you all for allowing me to come and question and wrestle with you. I know it is not pleasant to listen to someone who doesn't even know you or anything about your life or your struggles say you are sinning. Although we may dream or wish we could share a romantic love with a boy, and don't get that wish fulfilled, don't confuse that situation with the real-life gritty love full of raised voices, laughing smiles, bruised foreheads, hugs, disappointments, broken fishing lines, long hours enjoying one anothers' company and abiding friendship, that is the reality of this "boy love". I guess my question is this: If you are dreaming and wishing for something which God has forbidden how is that OK? sally |