Re: Romans 1? !!!!
Submitted by Bill on May 10 2002 18:10:58
In reply to Romans 1? !!!! submitted by Jules on April 16 2002 15:46:19
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Hi this is my first post here. I am a life-long boy lover - well it seems like that as I am 57 and have loved boys since I was 11. I got married nearly 21 years ago and really loved my wife. It certainly helped to keep me off boys for a goodly part of that time, though I have to admit that the sight of a boy could raise those feelings within still. But it was not the ultimate protection as I failed to resist temptation 7 years ago and nearly ended up in court, lost my job and our home, and nearly lost my family. Marriage needs working at as hard as avoiding situations of temptation. Since then I cannot say that my feelings have changed much, although the counselling etc I underwent helped me to see my approaches to boys in the light of reality. I am fortunate that I now have two male friends in the church I belong to who know what I am and suport me and we meet together almost every week. This has helped me no end, as there is a measure of accountability in our relationship. I do not know what would have happened without this support in the last year and a half - I am fairly certain that I would have fallen again. I still love my wife, and I still love my Lord, but I also still love boys. It seems that neither wife nor Lord have overcome fully what is so ingrained into my character. I wish that God would work a miracle in my life and change my orientation. But does He, will He? I know He can! I hope that this forum can become another place of support for me - and that maybe I can also help support others in return |
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