Such a paradox in our lives. We know God loves us more than anything. But we hate ourselves sometimes. Because of what we're "stuck with." I don't know many people who say, "I wanted to be a BL." But I do know PLENTY of people who say, "I wouldn't give up the relationship I have with my boys to get rid of the feelings I don't want." I for one am MORE than willing to take the sexual temptation and pain (to an extent) for the betterment of my boys. After all, there's NOTHING like seeing one of your boys grow up to be a Godly man in Christ! Hope this encourages you my friend. {{}} Huckster |