I think you're right that I was trying to fill a need in my life thru this encounter. That's one thing that bothers me. I thought things were pretty much ok in my life. Now I find there is something missing that is important enough to me that I'd try to fill it artificially with a stranger. I honestly don't think I was merely looking for sexual stimulation. Now I have to try to figure out what I'm missing and then how to fill that need in a more positive way. Right now I haven't a clue. Thanks for replying. Dakota |