Why am I gay?
Submitted by coffee_kid on 2002-07-14 01:43:27, Sunday
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Why am I gay and why am I attracted to younger boys? Is God really that slack that he would make me gay and a B/L and then put me in a world that "hates fags" and "hates paedophiles" and make my life misserable? Is he really that cruel? God is love, right? The Bible says he is love and he is merciful and forgiving and so on .... Well, why am I gay then? Why am I a B/L and why are you a B/L? Surely God would have known that to make someone gay or a B/L in this world, WOULD MEAN MAKING LIFE HELL OF THEM! Surely, he wouldn't condemn homosexuality and paedophilia and then purposely make someone gay or a paedophile just to tease and torment them. By putting hot guys all around them 24hrs a day and beautiful little boys around them and then say, "you can look, but you can't touch" You can look, but "you can't lust" because it's sin. You can have all these gay feelings and want to have sex with guys 24hrs a day, but you cant do it because its sin and I condemn it. Man, if thats true, he is a pretty bad God, if you ask me. Don't get me wrong, I love God and he has been pretty good to me so far. But sometimes, he just seems to be teasing me :-) Sometimes he seems to be a bit slack. I mean, I am GAY, I can't help it, its just the way it is. Okay maybe God didn't make me gay, but he allowed it to happen. He might not have made me gay, but he allowed me to develop gay feelings, wasup with dat? Let someone develop gay feelings, make them really horny and then let hot guys "parade around them" (everywhere I look these days, I seem to see hot boys)and then when they are really horny and want to have sex and stuff. Tell them THEY CAN'T BECAUSE ITS SIN! They CAN'T BECAUSE I CONDEMN IT IN MY WORD! Pretty slack if you ask me. Some people say if your gay, you can change and become straight? I wish that was really true, because sometimes I wish I could become straight, so I could get married and have sex and have kids and stuff. Then I wouldn't be sinning by having sex outside of marriage (if thats what I was doing) and I wouldn't be sinnning because I wouyld be straight and not having gay sex or lusting after guys. My God, My God, Why have you forsaken me???? Sometimes that verse seems really relevant to me. |
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