Just talkin
Submitted by Jake on 2002-09-10 00:47:16, Tuesday
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Well it has been a while scince i have been here... anyway i just came to get some things out that i cant do anywhere else. I dont know about all of you but i started watching the Derek and Alex King trial which disturbed me when they were found guilty! I actually got mad I watched and listened and i beleve that they were trying to cover up for Ricky who him self is a retard for taking somthing for granted! Alex loved Ricky and Ricky Loved Alex back(if you can call it that) If ricky was any kind of man he would have steped up for what he did (i beleve with all my heart he did it!) he ruined those boys lives they will never be the same as it sits they are charged with second degree murder and arson and could spend up to 22 years in jail (not half as bad as what they were originally charged with which is first degree which is life with out possibility of paroll) anyway watching the trial and what the jury decided and the reactions it crushed me I actually beleved they would get off all the evidence was there showing that they havent done it it was a recorded confession thats all against them. Ricky is no kind of person who should be walking around, he will spend time in jail for what he did to Alex but he will be out before them he doesnt deserve it.. it gets to me that if he LOVED alex so much how could he let them get taken away and turned into criminals. i am telling you that if someone i loved commited a crime and it was like this i would go to jail for them even if it is for life! aside from that seeing what he took forgranted I would love to have someone love me (not sexually)and i could love them back with my heart and watching it made me hurt right in the center of my chest. I sat back and thought to my self knowing that i have an entire life ahead of me and it will be lonly, and loveless... and it hurts, god knows that i could never EVER hurt a boy or ANY child for that matter but its what i am that will make me live alone. AH i got out all i could think to say at the moment im sorry that its not what normally is said here but who else can i tell... Jake |
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