Gay or not?
Submitted by Nash on March 20 1999 at 16:41:26
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Hello brothers and friends. I have a situation here that i need advice or an opinion on. I am a boylover and will always be one. Does this make me gay or not? Some people i have talked to on here say they are not gay even though they are boylovers. I agree with that. I believe someone is gay only when they have a sexual contact with another person, wether it be with a boy or an adult. Me myself i would love to experience sex with a boy but will not because of my christian beleifs. I have never had sex with an adult male before, but am considering it. I have always wanted to. Do i want to have sex with an adult male because of my attraction for boys? Or am i really interested in the gay lifestyle? I have been lonely for a long time, i need someone to love and care for and vise versa. Maybe a relationship with a man will make me happy and content, maybe it won't? Maybe the only answer is to meet with someone and try it. Then i will know which way to turn. Have anyone here gone through this before? I was told it might just be a phase for now. I don't know. Several people want to meet with me. One is a 17 year old male. I would love to have him as my first experience. But with his age would it be legal? Since i met him on the internet, would this be a possible trap for me? I am excited about it all, but also very nervous. What should i do?? I am suppose to meet him tonight. Any comments will be greatly appreciated! Thank you all my brothers and friends. Let the peace of God,let it reign! Love, Nash |