First time!
Submitted by Joe on June 20 1999 at 23:59:45
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Well, this is my first time posting on a BoyLove, or Christian BoyLove forum, But I keep feeling a strong urge to talk to others that have the same feelings towards younger boys that I do. I'm still having a hard time coping with theese feelings, especially in the past 1-2 years. I'm still not exacly sure What to do with myself. I've tried other forums but they were usually very distastfull, and well, Just looked like somthing I wouldent feel comfortable talking in. But here everyone seems to welcome with open arms, and talk more freely, and with a lot more understanding and sensativity. I've never asked God to help me understand my problem or cope with it, well, Come to think of it, I really havent ever asked god for to many things at all, I'm still not sure I understand the whole thing. My mom is a christian but when she tries to talk to me about god related things, and such, I turn away and dont feel like listening, however when I'm talking to people on the net, I feel as-if I could say anything. Well I best stop talking you'r ears off, If you've gotten this far, thanks for listening :-) and if i get a warm welcome, (Witch I'm sure I am) you're bound to hear more from me. |