and you were doing so well...
Submitted by tks on June 26 1999 at 20:53:26
In reply to I forget the other copy Submitted by F.O.D. on June 26 1999 at 16:06:41
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Hey F.O.D. memory problems? What memory problems? :) Heh... I was going to ask you if you tell that to every new boy you meet.... I guess there would be an element of truth in there, somewhere, you know two arms two legs one head etc. etc. ;) so, there were only 3 boys that resembled your AF & YF's? well that's "normal", I guess OK, so I'm just teasing you "guy" Sounds like you had an interesting time checking out the cafe scene. Of course I have no idea what else transpired.... naw.... not any of that stuff.... just you know, unspoken thoughts and all... How you felt about your adventures and whether you would like to or would have liked to investigate further. I don't envy you your personal inner conflict... or questions, at least about these matters. Yet, perhaps in time you may want to discuss this with someone.... I sure wish I knew all the answers ;) As you prolly know, I don't have my church to deal with or my "creator" sitting in judgement of me. Even so, I don't think i'm very different from you in how I intend to conduct myself, under the present "circumstances". I only hope that I will never be confronted "in that way" by someone I dearly love :( My idea of heaven is where everyone can just Love one another, regardless of who or what they are. I also wonder how & why I was chosen to be this way. It's it's a Bitter/Sweet and excruciating life, at times. Love & Peace tks |