my eyes have been opened ....
Submitted by sensitive tks on July 03 1999 at 20:29:39
In reply to 'corse it does Submitted by f.o.d. on July 01 1999 at 14:50:32
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Hi Buddy, I really feel for ya .... of course the bible is telling us to engage in homosexual acts of love-making - but no sex, please! - that's what the David and Jonathan story is all about! ....aint that a Bitch! I was wondering HOW one can balance this fine line... and where would that line be? I think it would also answer some other "related" questions about how to prevent "Love" ... from leading to sexal "feelings" and .... leading to the natural events which usually follow when two people express their love for each other. What if the other half is also true? what IF neither half is true? I'm only asking ... not challenging ;) I wasn't aware that the Bible allowed the first half. David made a pathetic husband. Sometimes I wonder if he would have been better off sticking (it) to Jonathan. I think he should have :) tee hee What if what I find fulfilling does nothing more than prove my dad couldn't love me the way I needed him to? Man, what I could read into this F.O.D. I don't think I should get into this, but be glad that YOU have a Dad... you may be suprised how much he can love you for just being you. I don't think that he needs to know all of your deep feelings .... it might shock him but I don't think it would turn him away, but why would you want him to know, if he doesn't already? I enjoyed the kiss. Did I mention that? Yes, but it's very signicant that you would mention it again ;) I feel a bit anxious about never seeing him again. What if I did see him again? Would he remember me? Would he care? I would have to ask you to lie down on my couch... which is not possibe right now .... I already have a long waiting list ;) heh I can handle telling society which way to go. I'll be more polite to the church, but I'm aware she can be wrong. But the bible? What good is it to ignore what the bible is saying? Even if I can't understand it. Is there a more reliable way for God to teach me his precepts? Is that giddily feeling on the tips of my toes really the stirrings of the Spirit of God? Whenever I hear you say things like "trust your feelings", I can't help hearing the echo, "Did God really say...?" These might have been my own words, some time ago. You do have a suprising "clarity" of thought.... .... and it's only natural to have some doubts I believe that the "Spirit" is with you by the way you describe the "giddy feeling". Would you doubt that I feel a similar stirring for no earthly reason, .... i assure you (only being "in love" is even close/similar :) Anyway, my theory was only half serious. Unlike my refusal to completely reject the Standard Interpretation. But it still needed to be expressed. Expressed and heard .... loud & clear. Lived, loved, no longer laughing. sorry, I'm in a bad mood today ;( I better stop now. Better to have loved and lost? Sometimes I really wonder F.O.D. sometimes I wonder sometimes .... (((((( HUGGS ))))))) ;) tks |