'corse it does
Submitted by f.o.d. on July 01 1999 at 14:50:32
In reply to Re: How To Become a Boylover Submitted by Ray on June 30 1999 at 21:01:14
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of course the bible is telling us to engage in homosexual acts of love-making - but no sex, please! - that's what the David and Jonathan story is all about! Anyway, the bible does tell us not to engage in homosexual sex (did you catch me stamping my foot at the appropriate moment?). At least, it's half true that it does. What if the other half is also true? David made a pathetic husband. Sometimes I wonder if he would have been better off sticking to Jonathan. What if what I find fulfilling does nothing more than prove my dad couldn't love me the way I needed him to? I enjoyed the kiss. Did I mention that? I feel a bit anxious about never seeing him again. What if I did see him again? Would he remember me? Would he care? All he wanted that evening was to get celebratorily drunk. Even if he did do it in an endearing way. I can handle telling society which way to go. I'll be more polite to the church, but I'm aware she can be wrong. But the bible? What good is it to ignore what the bible is saying? Even if I can't understand it. Is there a more reliable way for God to teach me his precepts? Is that giddily feeling on the tips of my toes really the stirrings of the Spirit of God? Whenever I hear you say things like "trust your feelings", I can't help hearing the echo, "Did God really say...?" Anyway, my theory was only half serious. Unlike my refusal to completely reject the Standard Interpretation. But it still needed to be expressed. Lived, loved, no longer laughing. sorry, I'm in a bad mood today ;( I better stop now. |