Here are some thoughts. Just some thoughts. I dont take them too seriously because Im at a very cynical point in my life. Am I missing the point? Is it true that God is supposed to have a plan? Many "bad" things have happened in my life that made me stronger, wiser, etc. I lust for boys. If I force myself, sexually, on one I will be happy. The act will be "bad". The boy may become a better person because of it. Which is good. What if us abusing boys IS part of his plan? For the record, I could never see myself hurting anyone. Especially a darling little guy! BLues |