When all around you is darkness...and you know what's in that darkness...nothing. The nothing that is all you will ever amount to. Words that are spoken and soon forgotten. Acts that may benefit for the moment but only for the moment. I don't think I can keep this up. I dredge up moments from my past to help others...then wake up screaming in the middle of the night because I can't get the moments out of my mind. Sometimes...sometimes I wish it would just be over with. :( |