Not feeling too good...
Submitted by Chris on January 10 2000 at 16:08:07
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Hi Everyone, I just got back from the doctors and I have to have hernia surgery this thursday. They said I could be layed up from work up to 4 weeks or more. Not too cool if I can't get any kind of pay. I couldn't get workman's comp. and I don't know if I am going to be eligable for any kind of dissability pay. So, that's got me fairly worried. But that's not really why I'm not feeling too good, actually. My doc. also uped my prozac to 40 mgm but it dosen't seem to be helping. I just keep on going down-hill throughout a week, with friday usually the worst. Last friday I thought I was going to just crawl out to my car. I'm loosing my house, maybe my job (because of all the tardys and "sick" days I've used, because of the depression), and I have to move in roughly two months. And the place I'm moving to has no local ISP for the internet, so I don't know what to do about that either. Plus I've been geting my stupid headaches back. When it rains, it pours. I have been looking for a "general purpose" forum for boylovers, also. I have tried CE, but that was a mistake and I will not go back there again. I have been to BC but that one moves so fast that it's difficult to follow a post or a thread if I am away for a while (which usually happens). I would like to post general purpose, boylove-type posts here, but it seems that some folks (especially newcomers) do not like that. So, I don't know. I've really been bummin' lately and I can't even keep up with my stupid e-mail. Sorry to have so much negative stuff today. I was just trying to find a support forum for depression, but have had no luck. Love, Chris |