Hi Scott, Your story really makes me sad. There is so much pain in our lives. We make our own decisions, and no one else can make them for us. Even if we are boylovers, even if we are Christians, we must take responsability for our actions. I am sad that your girlfriend didn't know you well enough. I hoped that she might be able to see the difference between our attraction and acting on that attraction. It really sucks when people assume we can't control ourselves. But then, we can't always control ourselves, can we? I too have had moments of despair, moments of making bad decisions that affected my well-being. Scott, you owe me a visit. You should think about a plan to come my way and spend some time here... Healing will come. Truth about who you are and who God wants you to become will be made clear. You will find the path because He is leading you. Peace of Christ, Bach |