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Submitted by zip on April 19 2000 19:02:14
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I've got the impression things are going kind off slow in here lately, we had a bit of a flourish when Appollos came to visit, be he seems to have vanished... So, i have a question... I think I understand my sexuality and know how I am supposed to deal with it. I have found answers to most of the questions, which used to trouble me. Theoretically I have dealt with it all, in my mind I have sorted things out. Still it doesn't seem to work. Emotionally my life's still a rollercoaster...up and down, up and down... How can I ever close this gap between what I know and what I feel? After a while apathy starts to creep in and I don't want to go that way again. I've struggled and dealt with apathy before. I know it, but still it doesn't seem to help. I can't get myself to do things, to do what I know I should do. Does anyone know what I mean? Love, zip |
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