Re: trying to find a home to chat about boylove
Submitted by Onieda on May 04 2000 02:26:56
In reply to Re: trying to find a home to chat about boylove submitted by F.O.D. on May 04 2000 00:54:19
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He's a real sweety, he loves doing anything and everything, he's far from the typical teen, although he does like the baggy look. I will probably never forget the first time we went hunting (would love to post the pic, but know better) it was so cute, seeing him in his city street clothes, and me in my fancy hunting duds. I even had to loan him a blaze vest for the trip. we spend lots of time together, and have since he was 10, he has a computer too, and i showed him how net meeting works, and he thinks it's so kewl. probably the best thing i like about him, is his openness, he never lies to me, he is straight forward with everything, I ask him about school, and he'll tell me, "i gotta be honest it's not going good." I try to help him as best i can between work and my own classes we don't get much time during the week. I managed a shift that lets me have my weekends free. which is great for me. so i get to spend alot of time with him. we share big time, we both like the same music even, (Christian contemp) we even allow ourselves a little sin with south park the movie.. the only part they could have cut was one scene, but the rest was funny. I wonder alot if he is gay, he doesn't have a girlfriend, and i sometimes wonder with his attitude towads gays if he isn't. he loves big gay al. and that i find strange for a straight kid. there are times i want to ask him if he is gay, and times i wnt to say if you are don't worry i'll never leave you. i have told him i am your friend for life. and that i do love him. how much he doesn't know. when he stays for the weekend i will sit and watch him sleep, thinkin how in the world could anyone hurt a kid. they are so beutiful so open. after seeing hurt kids all week, it's nice to look at him and see how wonderful he is, and hope that i find another just as wonderfull, when he grows up and moves away from me. (he says he won't move far, and will always go hunting with me) anyway, i've rambled on long enough. time to go back to work. Onieda |
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