Re: An Earler Post
Submitted by Rex Infinity on June 01 2000 19:18:30
In reply to An Earler Post submitted by Pendragon on June 01 2000 16:21:45
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My post "on being a loved boy" was a reply to some specific questions asked by truthseeker. These are the questions: ->Do you intimidate yourng boys to get your way? That question I could not answer as an adult. So I answered from childhood experience: I do not believe he would have had to intimidate me to get his way. I was in pursuit after all; compelled by a feeling, an emotion, a need. ->Do you feel that you are contributing to the destruction of these boys? From childhood thoughts and feelings: I do not believe I would have been destroyed. Merely fulfilled. "And why did he say that he is just glad he didnt follow the wrong one when the line before says that it would have done them both good and simply left him "fulfilled"." That's not quite what I said. Here it is again: "But he turned me away. Maybe not the best thing for me. Maybe not the best thing for him. But he turned me away. And I looked elsewhere. Thank God I never looked in the wrong place. Or that the wrong person saw me looking and took me in..." Although I had hoped to find fullfillment with my teacher, I did not. So, still wanting to be fullfilled I went looking for it elsewhere. This could have been very dangerous. I could have been beaten. I could have been raped. |
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