Yeah, that all sounds good but at the end of the day you begin to think.... What is the point? I don't know about Youth?? but I have and still will cry out to God but for what? If he already knows then why doesn't he just take care of the problem or communicate to us letting us know what is going on. Parents when taking their kids to the doctor don't just allow them to go through the pain of the needle and not try to console them and tell them it will be better and it's to make you stronger. At least God could console us every once in a while. I may sound like some little kid, but we all are little kids in a world too big for us to be left alone. I want my father to show me his power and strength and want to know that he is close if not right next to me. I want to know when walking down the wrong road and want to know the answers when I ask questions.

I'm demanding because I expect much more from God than what I was told to believe and since he wants to be our Father than show me. I may be in the phase of the Prodigal son and God is waiting for me to come back. But than I dare say, WHY? Why come back and come back to what? If it was so good at home than what made me leave in the first place?

I think trying to please and impress God is futile. I didn't ask to be created nor asked to have the burdens placed on me that are so why is it up to me since I did not bring the case to court to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that I deserve to go to heaven or have good things happen to me?

Im just rambling now and will end with this.

I Believe God is real and Jesus Christ is his son. I settled that question along time ago. I just tend to wonder if the God we are following day to day real or imagined and the real God has yet to be found. Jesus is suppose to be the way and I believe that, it's just that the way seems more........?????

God Bless Everyone on this board and I look forward to the end of it all so that we can have everything answered with finality.