Christian BoyLove Forum #60502
It depends on what you mean by porn. If you mean what the legal definition of porn is, then no, it's not in my life. I can't say it's not a problem, because as a pedophile, I AM sometimes tempted to look for it. But the legal ramifications along with the knowledge that the boys in those kinds of pics were abused is enough incentive for me to resist the temptation. But I do wage an ongoing battle with looking at beach pics and such. They wouldn't cause me any legal problems and the boys weren't abused, so it's more difficult to resist that temptation. I sometimes tell myself that I'm just admiring God's handiwork, but if I'm honest with myself, for me it's porn.
Dakota |