LOL I'm sorry, but I'm sure it was worth taking another sip from the Libera cup?

Joke aside though that was my first time I've ever posted any link or source that's boy related and the last time, I've always preferred not to as to avoid being responsible for triggering any negative or potentially harmful emotions in others BL's who maybe in various vulnerable emotional states, as I don't want that on my conscious or on my sin.

Ironically even though you were joking and witty and I really enjoyed reading your comments you ended up confirming my reasoning. Because I know I've got it bad and seeing that video makes me feel a mixture of joy and pain because its just so powerful, meaningful and Ben looks even more amazing now.

Anyways I just had to share the joy of it, and perhaps you guys might think I'm being a bit overly sensitive in considering that posting boy links could have negative effects but my point is in my life I've had Karma hit me extremely real hard and everything wrong that I did came back to bite me leaving me seriously messed up and even physically disabled (long story) so I now live my life with full awareness that every action may have a negative reaction, I get so much bad luck in my life and I'm not talking about the random type either, I mean seriously the type that been arranged by a higher power, even the people around me joke about my bad luck, if there was a bad luck lotto I would win it and even with something as basic as going shopping I usually get other people to select the items I'm buying for me because it often ends up the one I've chosen from a whole shelf full turns out to be the only faulty, damaged or the bad one and that pretty much reflects my entire life, sorry for rambling but ye it seems I have a lot of debt to pay and I hope I haven't added to it.