I've been reading this board from my shell for a while. No-one who knows me knows all I keep here. I was loved or used(?) as a boy, and had relations with others( both older and younger). I don't call myself BI-or-GAY. My wife, son, and daughter would call me "normal". But they don't know of my shell. So I will stay here afraid. We all belong to /and atend a lutherern church out of my shell. There has been youths i have mentored taken fishing,hunting etc.. And I love and mentor my own children. But inside my shell I'm still find MOST BOYS atractive, but I would not act on that.Eventhough there has been more than ample oppertunities. I try to keep the wall up, And am glad there is a place like this. So "HELLO" to all from my shell... searching for peace JOEY |