You're good at messing up my mind. From 8- 10, I too "played" sexually with many boys. From 11-14, although I still occassionally played sexually with several boys, I became "heavily" sexually involved with a cousin about 4 years younger than myself. For many years I had felt very guilty and depressed about this. I want to thank you for reminding me that, in a sense, all these boys (and my cousin)were "happy" with this sex play. About your most recent post: "A kid involved in sex with a kid is different than sex betweeen a kid with an adult." Could you have seen yourself at 8 with a 35 year old man? To be honest, I can't. Finally, I enjoyed your comments regarding sex and love. Please read (and comment) on my post titled: "500lb, 78 year old woman with no teeth." Still pondering, "What is love?" ~Once a Boy |