Why should I care about my life now...
Submitted by Cham on January 13 2001 20:11:12
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It would be alot more simple if I was dead. I never was a good student I never finished anything past my 7th grade. I still can't. Too much in this world for me, all seems boring after prison. Too bad every boylover is better and much more worthy than I am. I recently threatened a BL with a pellet gun and I got incarcerated for it. I am CONDENMED because I did drugs and I still don't feel happy without doing more. Now I'm supposed to go to church and pray because I was told only god and holy spirit can save me. Supposed that was true, I still don't see the light because when I read the bible it makes me feel VERY LOW. I sinned in invery way imagineable. A scientologist told me I was going to hell because I take pills. My art and drawings don't come out good anymore I used to draw comics like a pro, anyways you get the picture I want to feel like somebody |
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