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Submitted by Forgotten on February 24 2001 22:57:04
In reply to Oh dear.... submitted by Ford Prefect on February 24 2001 22:08:40
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Well, it's not that I don't think they are the cutest of kids. I was always proud of my YF's. I thought they were too cute, and I loved showing them off. But I personally, just don't want to have visions of wanting to see them naked...or touch them in a sexual way that's not right. My hand should never go between his legs and a kiss is fine as long as it's not full on the lips. I want to be there to nuture, love, guide. Kids don't fully understand "sex" and it's wrong of me to misinterpet thier love for me. Of course the way I used to see it was that I loved them so much that I could no longer express how much, without taking it to the next level. I did not want them to do something to me, I just wanted to do something to them, to let them know how much I loved them. But all the kid really wants is for you to be there when he needs you. Too have you hold him, be proud of him, talk with him, play with him, show affection to him, and to hold his hand when he needs it. I was being very greedy when I took advantage of my YF's. God is not changing my love for boys. He is just pushing out the sexual visions I am having, and helping me to use that love for what it is intended for. Now this is my opinion and we all have one, but I believe god does not make anyone Gay, Lesbian, or gives them a sexual attration to younger boys or girls. Does not mean you may not care alot for kids and want to be around them. I believe things in your life, or your own decisions make you who you are. It's just like being addicted to drugs..."you have a problem." um no I don't. You just don't see the bad in it. Next time your close to a boy, look into his eyes and look for a sexual attraction, it won't be there, but I guarentee if you two are great friends, his love for you will be. And it will fill you with so much joy to experience, his life with him. Damn I miss (D). Perhaps one day I will see him again...too see if he remembers. I love you all, God is always with every one of you. Blessings from the father, Forgotten |
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