i struggle, have done for quite some time, in fact my whole life.. why does the site of a young man or boy appeal so much? why why why? God why? your word says that with a temptation you would also provide the way of escape? the world is filled with youth! perverted i am not, i just appreciate thier beauty, why? is thier a way of understanding? am i to be trapped with these strange feelings for the whole of my life? i question my motives, only to be more frustrated... i think i will get rid of the internet...at least that will stop my surfing.... there is so many pictures to see! aw, alas, how am i to steer clear of this distraction in my life? Jesus does supply the power to overcome these sorts of things right? the Holy Spirit gives us that power right? sincerely |