Confusion reigns at the moment
Submitted by Muddyfox72 on 2002-09-15 08:33:46, Sunday
In reply to another thought on ginger confession submitted by curter on 2002-09-15 08:13:58, Sunday
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I still haven't spoken to him or his dad, his brother Metro rang & I texed him to say I will call him back, but he was out when I did. My partner said that he told her eldest that he did what he did to get back at me for sending him chatroom messages. That really hurt & I cried alot last night & this morning in church. I have gone through all my messages to him, there is nothing lewd or erotic in any of them. Most of them offer friendship, support, music lyrics & a vast majority of them relate to the financial issue. So as a friend said to me last night, he's trying to keep himself ahead of the problem. He's being treated as an outcast by his friends & my partners kids, because of what he's done to me, so he's fighting everyone & that last statement shows that he's trying to put the blame back onto me, he hasn't accepted he's done wrong, but just wants it all to go away. She says to me that the sooner I get the money back the better & then I can forget about him for good. That also hurt, cause she's never liked me being close to the boys upstairs & its almost as if she wants me all to herself & is trying to restrict me. I do still love Ginger, maybe during his body changes he has used me for his own purposes, but how can I tell if he still wants me as a friend. I will speak to his Dad, but I want to tell him to forget about the money or offer Ginger an indefinate payback time, where through his Dad he may retrieve money on my behalf, or withhold "spare cash" from him, or just punish him as he sees fit. There was no further messages from Ginger this morning & he's not online. I do want a one2one chat, but will he tell me the truth, when he's telling so many lies to everyone, what can I believe from him anymore??? |
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