You seem to have this misconception about me....
Submitted by Ringo on 2002-12-3 01:15:46, Tuesday
In reply to Re: Ok, then how about this??? submitted by Reason Filled on 2002-12-2 23:14:09, Monday
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for you said "That is why I do not judge those like yourself. I cannot say that I would be in a different position (no pun intended) if I were in your shoes. " I don't know how I ended up painting myself as a practicing homosexual bl, because I am not. I don't find men attractive in the least (unless the man is a former yf of mine), and as for practicing, well....that was an experiment that ended over two and a half years ago. And it only lasted for 3 weeks anyways, so I don't know if it even really counts. :o) As for my father, he has been ever-present and a wonderful influence on my life and on me as a human. We didn't see eye to eye for a few years, but now we have reclaimed the close relationship that we shared in my youth, and have nothing but love for each other. And you know...when I started having these bl feelings, I can't really describe it as sexual feelings. I mean, granted I had the fantasies of having sex with the lot of them, but that was a simple product of my hormones. I never kissed anyone or had sex with anyone until I was 20yo (and still I have only done those things with 1 person), and even then I was still not really ready for sex. So don't think I "gave into temptation" or anything. My little head may have told me I wanted it, but my brain knew it wasn't the right time. And when I thought it might be the right time (i.e. someone showing an interest in me physically, which had never happened up until that time), turned out that it still wasn't. So I guess I'm still not ready. And let me finish with something that may shock you. I would like to try sex with a woman. I really would; I even have the girl in mind. Too bad for me that she has been dating someone for 6 years and is basically married to him. Oh well. I have a Christian friend who likes to rebut my pro-bl statements (and yes, he's a bl too) by saying, "God has a woman for you, but if you're too busy looking for boys you're going to miss the woman." Well, here, I officially put you and the rest of the world on notice. I have stopped and will stop (not that I ever started anyways. I'm such a bitch, I could never even TALK about sex with someone, let alone ask them for it or engage in it successfully) looking for boys, men, girls, women, humans to be sexual with. So God, that woman you've got waiting for me, bring her on. But you just make sure that she can handle sharing me with the bl feelings that you also saw fit to bestow upon me. Fin. Ringo |
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