I believe I would give everything, everything I own, my heart, my soul, my very life if I could but for one moment be innocent again. Think about it. Not to be tormented by these thoughts, these feelings. Not to have been molested. Just to exist in the moment with no thought or care for the future. To love, honestly and unabashedly, and not to have it confused with lust. Why? Why is it our lot to given this burden? Does anybody know? I really want to know. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm tired. I just to lay down for a small eternity. :( |