Re: You're at the right place
Submitted by Tim on January 23 2000 at 22:19:50
In reply to You're at the right place Submitted by Mark on January 23 2000 at 21:24:14
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Thanks, Mark. Thanks for the hug too - IREALLY NEEDED THAT!!!!!! Mark, how do you reconcile this thing in your mind? You see- I used to be a teacher in a Christian School and I also taught Bible- so i know extensively what God's word says. I guess I can really identify with Paul when he said, "the things that I SHOULD do-those things I do NOT do and the things that I should NOt do, those things I Do". I know about his asking that the thorn be removed and God said his grace is sufficient. Well, Paul was able to have a lot more resistance than I possess. I try so hard!!!!!! Though I LOVE THE LORD SO MUCH I just keep failing in this area. Consequently, Satan is right there to condemn me.And I know it says "therefore there is no condemnation for those who traust Jesus" but to say I dont feel condened would be a lie. You know what I've spent the last week doing? Searching boy picture site to look at them in anevil way. I'm sick of myself. Mark this is the first time I'm being this open with anybody. Its the first time I,m being this HONEST!! I guess you've been there too. I hope we can continue to talk. I'd love to be able one day just to not make myself so sick of myself and feel I can never live up to what God wants me to do-ItS SO HARD-ISN'T IT!!!!!! THANKS AGAIN, MARK. I HOPE WE TALK AGAIN. WE'LL PRAY FOR EACH OTHER-OK!!!! LOVE, TIM |