lonliness
Submitted by Jack on February 08 2000 at 18:31:38
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Hello, I am a born again Christian who struggles with almost all of the issues posted on this site. Christ has changed me in many ways that I feel make me closer to being like Him. However, he has not changed my sexuality. I have seen Him work much good because of this, much more than could ever be attributed to coincidence. Still, I long for a place to fit in. I am so very lonely. I have many friends who love me and many places where I seem to fit in, but I do not ever feel like the real me is loved or accepted simply because I can not reaveal all of me. Instead I feel like my life is an act and a deceptive one at that. I know that Jesus loves me and accepts me. To make things clear to readers, I will also say that I whole-heartedly believe that acting on a sexual attraction to boys is wrong. My question is this. How can I deal with the lonliness and feelings of not belonging? I would appriciate some fresh thought on this matter. I have gone through all of the usual answers and yet lonliness dominates my every hour. In Christ, Jack |