"Since I became a Christian (a year or so ago) I have prayed that God would change me and that he would help me become the normal person that I have always wanted to be." "But on the other hand, it may not be God's WILL for me to change." Ideally, our belief system and God's Will should tell us the same thing. Sometimes, this isn't the case. Personally, I've found it best to seek God first and then let my beliefs conform to what he reveals to me in my heart. I'll pray for you. ---Ford |