Didn't sleep much last night.
Submitted by Chris on July 26 2000 06:45:04
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Hi, After I read the post from Forgiven, I guess I got pretty upset. I really had to toss and turn to get to sleep. I just want you folks to know that, no matter what, I really do care about what goes on in your lives. Maybe sometimes my choice of words isn't so good, I don't know. And perhaps I get a little carried away, but I do care! I know about sadness and pain, too. I have been very close to both of these things most of my life. Yet God has loved me enough to keep me from actually killing myself, on more than one occasion. This life has given me my share of sorrow, and I have tried to do myself in, but God has loved me. It hasn't been an easy road, but a long one with many, many bumps, but my Father has given me His love. I just get so filled with love for all of you, sometimes I guess I get carried away. I try to find the right words, but I guess they sometimes don't sound right. But the words always come from my heart. Forgiven, I guess I didn't really understand how bad you feel right now. Believe me, if I could show you somehow how much I really do care about you, I would. But I have to be content with writing. I really am praying for you, and I am believing God to either lift this sadness from your heart, or show you the reason for it. I really do love you, Forgiven, not only because you are my brother in Christ, but because I too know about pain. I have had to endure quite a lot of trial and tribulation in my life. I'm really sorry if my words don't accurately portray how I feel. God Bless, Love in Christ Jesus, Chris |
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