I have told my young friend that I loved him so much few months ago.
He seemed has expected this and we still went along smoothly.

Last Friday, He asked me some questions about my desire. and I decided to tell him all my feelings and even sexual desire as I think he has the right to know what kind of man (I am 17) he is facing now. We talked for an hour about this subject, and when I told him how fustrated am I, that my love will never be satisfied, he cried. He cried for me. I have emphasized that I wont hurt him and I just want him to be happy. I thought that he accepted me as a bl...

However, two days ago, when I told him I missed him so much on MSN. He replied that he was afraid of me, though he has tried to accept me as a bl. I am so sad that this disappointment came unexpectedly.:( He said I was like a kidnapper. In fact, I just want to try my best to treat him well as I love him so much and I have no intention to hurt him.

I still believe that the good I stand on is my truth and honesty.