This is a message responding to all the responses without typing several posts.


Dakota, first, I'd like to say, you could have responded without the sarcasm.
The 'perfect' life I was talking about was not of anyone on this forum.
Mistake number one, assumptions.
So, in example, I'll tell you what I mean. Some kids my age, have everything. A job, an awesome relationship with the opposite sex, (sexual or not, yet) endless support from their parents, a free vehicle, and yet, somehow they still see more drama then the average person. There entire life struggle is "How I almost lost my high school girlfriend". Yes, MILLIONS of people like this are present in our dimension, Christian or not.
So, one, their lives are very damn good, and they don't care about God, so they live happy lives and die and go to hell or whatever. Then on the other hand, those who believe, their lives are SO good, like it's any feat to have 'good faith' in the Lord when everything goes their way! Big deal!
I was NOT talking about any Boylover or Gay man, or whatever.

On the second note, you tell me.... how getting injured and therefore released from the military.... loosing my only car, applying at hundreds of places where no jobs are available therefor being unemployed for about a year, loosing a friend, loosing the ability to contact someone you love, dreaming about them every night, remembering every single detail about it, having no finances at all, and being dropped by your single parent because she can't afford you. THEN, you finally get a job only to realize the person who 'hired' you never intended on you working there, so it took her 4 weeks of bullshitting me, for me to find out, so now I'm once again out of a job, OH, and my brother goes overseas in December, and he told me face to face the first thing he's doing when he gets back is using all the money to buy the house from my mother and kicking me out. SO. AND, I have no money for counseling either. SO, at the end of this, please tell me that I'm supposed to believe for a second, that
1) I'm supposed to see a bigger plan here, which don't or I will laugh that post off the forum.
or
2) Really supposed to believe the great God above really gives a crap.

......and Clolibre, you get it.
I like you.