Zip is right. I am not upset about the "brain" washing. It was not my youthleader who I chose to believe, it was the Lord. I said that the Holy Spirit convicted my soul. You see, whether homosexuality in it self is wrong is not the issue. It took over my life. THerefore ANYTHING that tkaes your life over its wrong. But the plea for prayer was that if you could please pray that I find a comfortably church home. At one time I was going to two different churches. The one stated above and another one just for a youth group. The youthgroup church was a most wonderful church. Unfortunately the leaders all have left and in my opinion left it in the dirt. But this church, whenever I would walk in the doors I was hit by the love of God! Unconditional love! Abounding Grace! It was just the most amazing expeirience EVERY week I went in there. the worship lifted you up and allowed you to praise the Lord with a carefree heart. That's what I long for. To praise the Lord with all my heart. And you seem to forget that the Lord sent me a woman whom I love. I am not having a relatoinhsip with her because I was forced out of a "gay lifestyle." I have a relationship with her because the Lord put her in my life. And I thank my God upon every rememberance of her! Sincerely, Huck |