Partner would Freak

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Partner would Freak

Submitted by GayBoylover on October 26 2001 01:35:41

Hello All, I am a gayboylover and I am attracted to both men my age and boys that are younger than me. I am in my early forties and I have a boyfriend that is a little bit older than me. We have been in a relationship for the last two years. He has no clue that I fancy young boys in a sexual way. Even though he does think that when I talk to younger men I am flirting with them. If he knew that I have desires for pre-teen boys he would go crazy and that would be the end of our relationship. The thing is that lately I have been going to church to see if I can find an inner being that can help me with the feelings that I have. One part of me is strongly attracted to men my age and then another part of me is strongly attracted to young 5 or 6 year old boys. Heck, most of these days all my sexual arousal comes from fantasies that involve young boys. I try and try to have my BF present in these fantasies but I still can't get aroused by the thoughts of him. I see a young boy and I get so aroused, I see another adult male and I go straight for the cute boy. I am not sure if I should tell him that I am a boylover and that I don't find him attractive anymore. What do I do?

Follow ups:

Your answer lies in the reason why he'd freak. - 194 October 31 2001 14:18:39 (1)
- PS:- - 194 October 31 2001 14:24:53 (0)
Since no one else brought this up......... - Dakota October 29 2001 01:36:44 (7)
- Being non-judgemental - Forgiven October 29 2001 13:17:24 (5)
  - James 2 - Splash! November 1 2001 01:07:13 (0)
  - I can agree with what you say - Dakota October 29 2001 17:49:58 (3)
    - That he wasn't a believer - Forgiven October 29 2001 18:00:43 (2)
      - Whoops - that was too unsubtle - Forgiven October 30 2001 18:11:47 (1)
        
        Re: Whoops - that was too unsubtle - Dakota October 31 2001 05:15:38 (0)
- I know how you feel - Heather October 29 2001 11:45:09 (0)
Questions I had when reading your post - Heather October 28 2001 22:54:33 (1)
- Re: Questions I had when reading your post - John Doe October 29 2001 12:59:31 (0)
*** thinking *** - Forgiven October 26 2001 20:45:37 (0)
Re: Partner would Freak - John Doe October 26 2001 09:25:15 (0)

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