which of us would be the boy?
Submitted by F.O.D. on June 26 1999 at 15:11:53
In reply to Re: to All and Sundry Submitted by sundry on June 26 1999 at 14:26:36
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Hiya täks, hehe it was a wierd experience. I'm glad I can talk about it with you and the others. It'd be fun to buddy up together and go see more what makes adult gays tck. A "couple", huh? hmmm...hehe It was pretty bizarre meeting YF#2x (x stands for "copy"). He kept asking me why I was paying so much attention to him, giving him the shoulder rub and all that. I just told him it was because I liked him, he was my friend, so to speak. Actually I wonder now how much of it was pure and simply because he looked like YF#2. If I were to continue seeing him, would there be any real basis for a real friendship? I dunno. But he seemed nice enough in his own right. By the way, I did give YF#2 (the original) back rubs too. I don't remember giving them to YF#1, though I might have. There are limits to my memory, you know. YF#2x asked me if I was a professional masseur, so did the bartender. Maybe I should go into business? YF#2x said he felt uncomfortable getting a massage just like that from me, because he felt he ought to be paying for something as nice as that. I had the feeling that if I had have talked to these guys about my attraction to teens, they would have understood completely. There would have been none of that "you child molestors are giving us gays a bad name" crap. In fact, as it turns out, YF#2x was effectively a loved boy himself. He realised he was gay when he was 17 (he had a couple of girlfriends before then). And then at 17 he had his first boyfriend, who was 3 years younger than his mother. He seemed to find that extremely amusing. I suppose it is, too :) It was wierd when we parted. I kissed him (oops, there I go again. I keep forgetting you're not meant to say things like that in church...), and then he somehow put his head down on my chest, so as I could, like, hold him close to myself, and he put an arm around me. Then we parted. I wish I could understand better what was going on there. He was mostly drunk so it was hard to see what he was thinking. I figure he wanted a friend to be close to, but didn't want sex. He had told me earlier quite proudly he hadn't had sex for 5 months, which as I understand it is quite an achievement for a non-celibate gay man. So I was grateful to be able to touch his life for a moment, without sex. He's probably completely forgotten who I am by now. BTW, the bartender told me he didn't care for YF#2x much. Not his type. Well that's his problem, as for me, I have two of 'em ;) Looking forward to the rest of your comments ;) What were the bits between the lines you understood? I'm not used to people who think they can understand me, and even less to people who actually can understand me, so it's always intriguing to hear comments like that... F.O.D. I wonder, if I were to move to that city, and if YF#2 were to come visit me (he said he might), should I introduce him to YF#2x ?? ... |