Confusion
Submitted by rylan on August 14 1999 at 13:57:45
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I'm not sure how many others feel this way but maybe someone can shed some light on this situation for me. At times I feel very at ease and accepting of my 'condition' and at other times I feel 'dirty' and unworthy. Last night as I was walking I felt quite good, feeling like being a BL is okay and acceptable(which is USUALLY the way I feel) but today, right now, I feel somewhat disgusted and ashamed by it and I am quite depressed. Why is it this way? How do I know which feelings to trust? This type of confusion is what I feel is going to push me over the edge some day. Can anyone offer me words of comfort or wisdom? Thanks. |