Stephen It seems your mentor has great trust in you, and you seem very committed to God and this website. I will give you credit for replying to each indivdual response to you, and responding to me. You do interest me, as it is a rare chance to meet someone who believes he has reached gnosis so much so that he is willing to be called "crazy." I will give you the benefit of the doubt, but I think you have given your mentor to much power over you, your self image should not depend on the thoughts of others. Anyway, I have found the writings of the German philosopher Kierkagaard to be very comforting to me in my situation. I just want to know Stephn, Are you a boylover? God Speed David |