Who Are We?
Submitted by Pendragon on May 31 2000 22:33:27
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Hello again, I was just curious on the position of the majority here on the board in our life as boylovers and our relationship with our God. Do you all believe that there is a reason that we were made with these feelings or do you believe that it is satan attacking us? Do you all have relationships with boys or do most of you just admire from afar? If you do have relationships with boys are they just mentoring and befriending or does it go farther? When you are sitting by the campfire with a boy cuddling in to you or are at the movies with a boy in your lap and you can smell his hair and wrap your arms around him and are in total bliss is this the path of sin and temptation or are you blessed by God with the ability to be a positive part in this boys life? With no sexual preference or desires for women what is your outlet for sexual release? And when that release comes how far down on the ground to you have to lay to repent your thoughts and wants and desires to God? Do you scream inside "My Lord, My God, what have I done? And What have I become?" I shared my deep feelings that come with music in my life and how I can not deny sometimes that the songs must have been written specifiecally to me as a boylover... I told you I would share more as time went by.. So, here is another of my favorite songs... Enjoy "The winter here is cold And bitter And chills me to the bone. I havent seen the sun for weeks Too long, too far from home. I feel just like im sinking And I claw for solid ground. Im pulled down by the undertow I never thought I could feel so low With all the darkness I feel like Letting go. Its better this way. I say Havent seen this place before Everything we say and do Hurts us all the more Its just that we stay Too long In this same old sickly skin Im pulled down by the undertow Its better this way." -Sarah McLaughlin Peace be with you all In Christ, Pendragon |
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