I need to apologize to everyone here. I have really been trying to get a handle on the way I feel over the last couple of months, and as many of you know I have been trying new churches and getting out of my comfort zone a little. Things were going very well and then I started feeling very tempted and depressed. So much so that I thought it would be good to seek professional help. So I sought out a “Christian counselor” in my area. The first couple of sessions went very well and I really felt like I could open up to this guy so I did. I shared with him that I am a boy lover and at first he really seemed to be concerned and just listened. I did a couple more sessions with him and shared some of my temptations with him and he told me I might want to stay away from the computer for a while or just remove it from my home for a while. So I gave it a try for a little while like he suggested. Then the next time we met I explained to him that not having the computer around probably helped me when I was feeling tempted but that it did not change the way I felt. Then this JACKA__ proceeds to tell me over the course of my session that I am eaten up with sin and lust and this is a life choice that I am subconsciously making. To listen to him you would think that if I just prayed one day I would wake up and not feel the way I do anymore. It just burns me up I wasted my hard earned money to get such a bigoted response from a “Christian professional”.

With all that said I wanted to tell you guys that I am truly sorry for not being here where I feel that we can truly support and relate to one another as Christian brothers with similar struggles. I feel the greatest sin I have committed lately is wasting my time and money on some quack when I should have just turned to you guys for prayer and support.

Kjun