Greetings
Submitted by Gabe on November 10 2001 20:12:21
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Hello lads. I'm a childlover or MAA is what they're calling us these days I guess. I've never been to one of these forums before or had any contact with other MAAs. I've never molested. I'm a Catholic. I'm 25. I'm from Northern Ireland originally. I moved to US 4 years ago when my da died. My ma died when I was a boy and I didn't have any family or support system in Dungannon so I come here to live with my yank relations. I don't really like talking about my attraction cause I'm sorta ashamed of it. Catholic guilt I guess. Nobody knows the way I am except for my cousin. She heard of this site and told me it would do me good to come here. Thought I could talk to others like me and vent about shit. She worries about me. Can't blame her I suppose. I started liking kids when I was 14. I don't know if I was born this way or if my da done it to me cause he used to mess with me when I was a kid. I don't like being this way it gives me alot of grief. I'm scared that if it gets around that I'll get lynched by some redneck or something. I feel bad about what it's doing to my cousin. I know the knowledge of it is hard on her she's been having panic attacks and shit since she found out. I know that if my friends or my girlfriend found out they'd have nothing to do with me. My uncle might kill me. Well life's a bitch right. That's about it then. Thanks for listening. Cheers -Gabe |
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