Hello lads, I'm typing this from a computer in a liberary so I'll keep it brief. Had a blow out with my girlfriend last night. I'll probably break up with her soon. It's a rather shallow relationship. We don't love each other. I never really been in love with a woman before. I've had a string of relationships like this. They always end within a couple months. The longest I've ever gone out with a girl was 4 months. I've had 5 girlfriends in this past year alone. I know it's sinful to screw around like this. I pray to Jesus to get me the strength to change my ways. I don't want to be like this. Do any of you MAAs have the same difficulties with women that I do? Do you think God would condem me for it? Well nuff said. Cheers Gabe |