I am angry right now. I am angry at my hatred. I have never found a way to forgive Christians. I want to stop hating but I can't. I know it does me no good to hate but my anger is like a fire that just burns lightly below the surface ready to erupt. I hate everything about Christianity. I hate what they did to me and I hate what they still do to people.. Every time I take a step forward to end my hearted, I am smacked in the face and they rekindle the fire in my heart. How can I forgive? How can I let it go, when I am constantly pushed back into the fire? Any thoughts? |