Christian BL symbol?
Submitted by JackWade on December 30 2001 23:50:05
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I was just curious as to what to make of the BL symbol of the trianble with the cross in the middle? What does it represent? Also, I wanted to say that I had an awsome time together with my two YF's. I was over at their house playing games with their parents on thier own LAN network they have. And somewhere through the night the parents offered me to stay and watch the boys open thier presents. Well, I couldn't say no!! :) I think me and the boys bonded tighter this holiday season. You can't just put a pin to point out the change but there is definitely a different element in the air between me and the boys. I Even was able to have one of them over to stay the night on the weekend before christmas. How cool is that. now just to remind everyone, on boy is 9 and the other is 12. I have a problem on how to handle it. The 12 year old is obviously prebubescent. No doubt about that. The 12 year old seems to be making little, hints of a sexual nature towards me. It could be that I'm looking to far into it and I seriously hope thats the case. I want to, in the worst way, to tell him about the kind of love that I share with other BL's. I'm afarid I'm not strong enough resist. At one point I have to make an excuse to leave real fast so I didn't do anything or say anything that would be bad. The 9 year old is a sweet handsome young boy. I tell him and his 12 year old brother that I love them with both my words and through physical affection. And no, not wrong physical affection. The 9 yr old will tell me that he loves me 4 or 5 times in one visit. Makes me feel good. And I have a good feeling that he means it from his heart! Which is the way I want it. I don't want a boys love to abuse them. I want them to want to be around me because they want to be with me. Not because I want them with me. But my main concern at this point is how to handle the 12 yr old and his sexual suggestions or hints. Almost as if he wants to say something but isn't because, like me, is afraid of trouble. Should I ignore and pretend I don't catch the hint? Like I said before it's probable most likely just in my head. But just incase, what do you think? Jack Wade |
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