err...that problem i talked about heh
Submitted by foxfire on January 10 2002 17:37:21
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Well ok. here is my problem, i know im making such a big deal out of nothing probably. but it kinda bothers me, and if there is a way i can change it then i will. God knows i tried many times before. Its about masturbation. well i dont know about christianity but in Islam its not really encouraged. some even say its forbidden. but id like not to think that.anyways, i dont want to quit because of that. but because i really do want to quit. i have been hooked on it since i was a kid. i found an easy way to do it. and i wish i never have. well i used to do it before going to sleep. and it grew into a habbit now. the problem is that sometimes when i go to sleep i get that stupid need, sometimes i win and sometime i lose. but later the same night i wake up and im aroused. and with me being so mentally weak at the time it really becomes hard to fight it. id do it..several times sometimes. ya it feels great an' everything. but i loathe myself for losin later. i hate myself, i hate the thoughts. i hate the fantasies. if anyone has any hints on how to quit or at least fight it each time on its own id really apreciate it. thanx guys and also im sorry about posting such a disgraceful topic. but i needed all the help i can get thanx again guys i know im not alone :) foxfire |
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