Re: Loneliness
Submitted by hopesalive on January 17 2002 23:48:05
In reply to Loneliness submitted by Ben on January 17 2002 21:31:58
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Yes, I can also relate. I don't like saying that I am lonely. I guess it kinda makes me human, and I usually function just thinking of myself as a monster. However, if I am honest with myself I must admit that I am lonely. I don't see a way around this, though. I, too, only feel complete when I am with a boy. One boy in particular for me. I really don't know how to reconcile this. I obviously can't marry him and live happily ever after. I can't even tell him in fear that it would make him feel wierd or affect him in some other way. Worse still, he might feel the same way about me. That would mean no security blanket would be left to keep us apart. The funny thing is that the closer I get to him the less sexual it is. I just want to be close to him. I wouldn't want to do anything else. It is when we are apart that I have to fight this. I really don't know how to fill that gap. I hope God grants you some joy, though. |
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