Thanx guys
Submitted by sickretardedperv on 2002-07-25 15:33:35, Thursday
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why do i cry....... well.... guilt.... i wish i didnt love little kids.... i dont like me..... things that make me hate myself are like yesterday when im out and i gave a 8 yr old a piggy back and suddenly i had a cue in my pocket... all i was thinking about was having a nice time but i guess its right what some people say.... it has a mind of its own..... my strategy is to have many boy friends....... i did have a favourite well i do......... hes 11 extremely sweet has the most wonderful smile... problem is i fell in love with him became obsessed almost..... after lots of tears i knew i had to stop seing him..... i havent seen him for about a month up to about 3 days ago... he said to me "why have u stopped seing me" and "dont u like me now" i just wanted to hug him for eternity at that point..... now im trying to focus on other things take my attention away from him a bit.... i havent been in a church for about 2 years now..... i think ill try it out.. i need guidance from someone or something.....i am a sick perv to everyone in the world but i do know god see's the good in me and he knows im a good person |
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